Venus retrograde made me realize, I have to stop my self-destructing behaviour and analyze my current situation. It’s nothing I shy away from, because I like to take every opportunity to grow from my past. There is always a lesson in the tiniest of events that you will benefit from in the future – if you aware of it in the present or not.
Looking back I realized, I have lost myself on the way, yet again. I gave too much, expected nothing in return. I basically just let people take away my last bit of happiness.